Those Feelings, they are coming back
How Nostalgic, could i ? or can we ?
Thursday, April 30, 2009

haiis... last few days keep quarrel with mandy aiai... she kept on complaining that i gt nt time to pei her ):

i already tried to pei her ler...tuesday i work at prudential de office...thn i saw her with other boy holding hands and even kiss... wth... i just stand thr.... she didnt know that i worked at dhoby ghaut. whn i msg her ask her whr is she... she just reply im with my mum. -.- whenever i mention break up she would just slash herself..... idk if she reali serious abt this r/s anot... ):

my head is very pain and im very confuse rite now...

- GeNesis aka Teddy - ):

4/30/2009 09:10:00 AM


Wednesday, April 29, 2009

hello..im posting again.. ytd is my 1st day at work at prudential office..if any ppl planning to buy insurance contact me ar ^^ wakakakakaka.. frm morning i sit at office all the way til evening leg numb and pigu pain siol T_T

haiis anw after work i went to find my ntuc colleagues haiis the shasha and vincent hor keep saying me and the syikin tgh... lol siol... :<

but if syikin single i might consider to jio her but she older thn me leh she can be my older sis ler lol >_>ll jkjk la wakakakaka... anw im posting in sch siol

- GeNesis aka Teddy - :>

4/29/2009 10:26:00 AM


Monday, April 27, 2009

fantasy 4 (:


4/27/2009 09:50:00 AM



today wake up everything is so blur..

so much things had happen....

last week.. i lost a childhood fren in an accident..

ytd i quarrel with my dad...

inside my mind very messy..

i broke my vow for quitting smoking...

ytd afternoon god rain on me.. i deserve that..

anw still i nidda to look on the postive side of life..

ytd afternoon at amk hub outside there is afew group of ppl giving away free coke.. i manage to get 2 siol...

cause syikin dun drink those de..thn i tot maybe give it to shasha lor. after i pass 1 to syikin who hlp me pass it to shasha. i than remb that shasha dun drink coke also de! alamak.. lol sia. thn i msg her if she dun drink thn give it to other manager lor.. hahaha.. i relise that i have made 2 new frens rather than just colleagues. ^^ they are shasha and syikin (: this time working i found that i am different frm last time. im nt sure how to say it. but i know it myself (:

going for jogging and work out le.. cya ^^

- GeNesis aka Teddy - (:

4/27/2009 09:37:00 AM


Friday, April 24, 2009

- GeNesis aka Teddy - (:


4/24/2009 02:11:00 PM



my hair colour changed again >_>




that is the car i dream of

blurry (:





4/24/2009 02:08:00 PM



phew... finally can post ler...

from morning til now very busy siol.

morning wake up at 7.30am.. on com and start to find games for sha sha ler.. she wan some simple games to play and her niece to play.. so i found afew that she wanted only 1 i nver found -.- that is cooking mama for game boy advance emulator... all the cooking mama i found is either for nds or wii... sian sia.. i spend 30mins looking for all the games for her. but for cooking mama frm 8am+++ all the way to 10am+++... swt siol thn i gave up i dun wan to find le. i msg shasha tell her that i cant find the game. and instead i willing be replacing the cooking mama with loco roco.. its a fun and simple game for shasha (:

and the syikin hor lasab sia... after work she went to toilet thn forget to take e newspaper she har talk on phone thn forget le.. hahahaha.... lasab everytime say me emo.. >_>ll

thn just nw i took a video of my psp will be posting soon. lazy upload to youtube. >_>

to be continue in the 2nd post.......

4/24/2009 01:59:00 PM


Thursday, April 23, 2009

had a nasty cut x.X












4/23/2009 10:41:00 AM



helllooooo... (: im here to post agn ^^

im feeling abit better now... for the last few days there is ppl trying to cheer me up, trying to talk to me.. haiis if nt i sure live on the dark side of the world.. >_>ll

ytd syikin join us for dinner but she nver ate anything cause earlier on she eaten ler...after dinner she hor went M.I.A . trolley team went back to work but nvr saw her.. i notice that during the dinner. she like very emo leh.. i sense smt is bothering her...

sooooooo after work i msg shasha ask if syikin is alright cause i didnt have her number. laaaaaattterrrr syikin msg say she where gt emo ? just tired only. well i guess so bah.

but her work tired meh ? lol hahahaha. poor syikin..me and her msg all the way til 1am+++ cause i cant slp -.- due to the strong wind... and i sense that something is wrong with the wind.

guess im being paranoid bah.. but seriously i cant get to slp.. thn qinyi told me to listen to some of my fav songs... so i calm down go to the kitchen and drink some chocolate milk (: thn i went back to my room on my psp and listen to my fav english and chinese pop ^^v well it work though. i slpt all the way til 10am++ hahaha..

i wanna thanks afew ppl for pei-ing me chat. and qinyi for hlp me with my blog once again. (:

^^ (:

- GeNesis aka Teddy - l:

4/23/2009 10:22:00 AM


Wednesday, April 22, 2009

forgot to post it ytd..

on monday arnd 9plus going closing time le.. gt a customer got caught for shoplifting.. and shasha was in charge of it.. the woman was arnd 39 or 40plus yrs old. she had a family, kids. and she even made a phone call to her husband to tell him that she gt caught for shoplifting and she plead forgiveness frm her husband and shasha. she asked for a chance but it was too late. to make the matter worse she was on bail for shoplifting. her charge will be heavy i guess. vincent, 1 more malay girl(idk how to spell her name) and me sat down behind shasha's table. i overheard 1 of the police officer said or asked her that she having depression ? why eat so many pills?..

but really to say this the woman looks very familiar. where have i seen her before?...

- GeNesis aka Teddy - ):

4/22/2009 08:53:00 AM


Tuesday, April 21, 2009

sry didnt post for the last few days. ):

i was feeling down and out...haiis i think i gotten the movie handsome suit on my com too late ):

cause i got the movie just for qinyi de.. i formatted the movie too. haiis but nvm... here's a list of movie i have.

List :

1.) ip-man
2.) Mr Bean Holidays
3.) Uninvited
4.) Taken
5.) Wolverine Origins
6.) Street Fighter 4 (cartoon)
7.) Legend of Chun-Li
8.) Push
9.) Night Train
10.) Death Like Me
11.) Igor
12.) the sprite
13.) Babylon A.D
14.) ghost-town
15.) space chimps
16.) Resident Evil Degeneration
17.) Handsome Suit
18.) Fast and Furious 4
19.) Monsters vs. Aliens
20.) Crank(high voltage)
21.) Thick as Thieves
22.) Bolt
23.) Death Race
24.) Marley and Me


well.. that's all (:

have been watching them for the past few nights..some are suited qinyi some are not..hmm i will be finding more movies soon (:

- GeNesis aka Teddy - ):

4/21/2009 10:45:00 AM


Saturday, April 18, 2009

sry dident post ytd... feeling troubled this few days.....

idk wad to do sei..

eliz de stead timed her... and i suspect val de bf timed her.. i did not wan to tell her. but i told her last nite anw. cause she is my fren.. i just wan to let her know only..

i needed someone to talk to... im very messed up ..

- GeNesis aka Teddy - )':

4/18/2009 09:04:00 AM


Thursday, April 16, 2009

this few days weather super hot sei... going to melt away le... >_>ll

ytd nite eliz msg and told me that she broke off with her stead coz he 2 timed her... poor thing... and i dunno how to calm her down... thn she say wan go somewhere where no ppl de to cry. 1st she wan go beach. but beach damn hot sei >_> thn i ask her come my hse cry lor.. hahaha. cause i got afew movies to take care of.. hehehehe...

the wolverine origins movie that is coming soon.. my advise is DO NOT GO WATCH !! boring movie that kept on talking and talking... i would rate 35/100 >_>ll poor storyline.

as for taken...nt very fun also but it's action pack (: 70/100 ^^

im so boring in the meantime X.x

- GeNesis aka Teddy - (:

4/16/2009 10:10:00 AM


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

i recommend u guys to watch handsome suit. i give a rating of 100/100 (: it was super hilarious hahaha.. and its meaningful though. but there is 1 question i finally understand le. during the movie the main actor was asked by a girl. "Why do you love me?" and "What do you love about me?" that is the question asked by many. And alot of couple do not know how to answer it even me. lol. anw i discover the answer while i was at home thinking about it.

Loving someone does not mean that he/she needs to be handsome or pretty. although its just love at 1st sight doesnt mean that that person is ur right partner for ur life. sometimes is cause due to peer pressure or "love face" but will you be happy ?

If i am being asked this question, "Why do you love me?" or "What is Love means to you?"

My answer would be: I love the person cause she is the 1 who i can laugh with, she is the 1 who can understands me and doesnt mind my bad habit. And she is the 1 whom i get along with very well. I dun mind her history neither her past nor background. Love is all about happiness, trust, care and that person is the most important person in my life. And she is the 1 whom i can change for.. (:

That is was love meant.

The song on my blog is titled Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis.. That song brings back memories of me and her..

but its over now.....

i wanna thank qinyi for helping me alot with my blog. Thanks qinyi (:

- GeNesis aka Teddy - (:

4/15/2009 09:06:00 AM


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

ytd hao ming came to amk hub with his new hairstyle.. BOTAK !! hahahahahah (: soon will be my turn ler hehe lol

ytd morning went to sch teacher still on holiday.. wtf.. so gd sei and nobody told us. zzzzz. wad is this man...

siian sei... thn the alvin very gd hor.. visit my blog nvr tag de ): lol

anw i will be posting a video of my new psp soon (: hehe

today i off-day hehe dunno ltr after sch want go watch movie or go play bowling >_>

i wan watch handsome suit leh !!!! >_>ll

hais..i go out eat breakfast ler.. cyax..

- GeNesis aka Teddy - (:

4/14/2009 09:57:00 AM



frm left to right : daniel, simon, rafi, teck hui, hao ming
botak hao ming on the far right

hao ming at work


hao ming with hair part 2



hao ming with hair part 1






4/14/2009 09:40:00 AM


Monday, April 13, 2009

today sch reopen le.. yay !! hehehe.. but my timetable still sucks... monday 1pm start class 3pm end class. i still dunno wan go anot - - but anw i dun wanna pon sch le. hahaha. studying hard frm now onwards. if i fail my course im going to take on another course at cck ite next yr. mostly is management course bah.. hehe ^^

ytd arnd 9pm went to the food fare at amk hub.. all mostly sold out but last min go thr buy gt quite alot gd deal sei.. sha sha go buy the hot and spicy fishball. we all share each ppl 2 fishball 4 ppl share but VERY VERY OILY... i went to buy takoyaki. the ham very thick as in cubes and whn u bite into the tako the cheese just melted inside ur mouth. ^^ . shiok sei.. hehe. overall the food fare only the fishball stall nt very gd coz is eat oil nt food sei - -....

- GeNesis aka Teddy - (:

4/13/2009 09:43:00 AM


Saturday, April 11, 2009

hello...sry dident post ytd..hehehe.

ytd morning wake up after jogging. whn to church to listen prayers. i almost fell asleep. LOL hahaha.. after prayers went to work ler.. super busy siol...

starting 6pm trolleys begin to empty.. we(trolley team) keep going to carpark for roundings and taxi stand.. the longest was from carpark sei..nb 3/4 of the all the 300+ trolleys were at the carpark. so 3/4 is around 250++ swt siol. uncle ah huat he went to the front "open" road. chris was controlling the front, daniel and vincent was at the middle and i tank the back myself. SUPER TIRING sei.. i push until halfway til xiong. damn... my body is weak. really cant tahan ler.. after tanking at the travllator (i dunno hw spell) which is at the salon. i sprain tio my leg. thn i carry on tanking all the way until the fruits thr. i really cant tahan le. i almost collaspe
again..f!@#$%k that. - -

thn our boss told us that we will be opening til 11pm..lol. i thn remb that every friday and sat will be opening til 11pm... >_>ll nvm.. trolley team just slack frm 10pm-11pm.. (eat snake) hahahahaha.

by the time i gt home. going to 12am ler... swt >_>


- GeNesis aka Teddy - (:

4/11/2009 10:18:00 AM


Thursday, April 9, 2009

hello.. im here to post again (: hehe. tml is good friday le.. anybody doing any good deeds ? hehe

ytd i found 1 white file. inside contains some important doc i had no idea but i think its pretty important for the owner. so i decided to keep it at the customer service counter thr.. it was soon closing time. and a couple of forgeiners come and ask for a white file. i tot they were looking for the file i found. so i handed over the file to the owner. she was very delighted to see the file and she let out a sign of relieve... phew... hahaha. she wrote alot of good comments about my team. she thank god and thank us... when she ask me wad reward i wanted. i told her that no need for reward. just told her to be more careful next time. but she still insist on it. well i told her that if she insist on it. thn write a good comments or complement on my trolley team (:

hahahaha.. finally trolley team did recieve good comments after 1000+ complains i guess... hahahah..

just now went to view qinyi blog. she seems angry at 1 person...i think that would be me bah. ):
this few day keep on bugging her... ): im sorry qinyi if i offended u anywhere ):

well thats all i gotta write...cyax tml ^^

- GeNesis aka TeDDy -

4/09/2009 12:42:00 PM


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

again today wake up nth to do expect morning went for jogging... hais so sian.

me and qinyi seems to be getting further and further ler.. going to be like strangers.. ):

no much events happen during this few days..huh.

even i nid to stratch my head about wad to post.. hahaha.
- GeNesis -

4/08/2009 09:47:00 AM


Tuesday, April 7, 2009

hello.. (: holidays pass so quickly. >_> next monday sch reopen ler.. hahaha...

ytd went for the gala dinner at yio chu kang grassroot club thr.. quite alot of ppl were thr ler..

all the dishes i took 1 bite each nia. zzz. those uncle and aunties hand super fast... once the dish is served ler. they all snatch it very fast siol. kns...

end up i sat thr drink water til full.. and the dinner ended. i went home cook dinner eat. zz - -

wonder when will qinyi start studying on her own.. >_>

jy wor qinyi.... hahaha..

- GeNesis -

4/07/2009 12:57:00 PM


Monday, April 6, 2009

today early wake up went for morning jog... phew.. tiring sei. at home very boring ):

bro went to batam with his ahgurl. honeymoon thr.. aww so sweet. haha

today suppose to be off coz gt gala dinner tonight !! weeeee.... hehehe.. be in the meantime.. im so god damn bored. >_>ll

i gotten my psp back. piano black housing, red buttons as usual. with purple led lights! hehehehe..see if i gt time i post the video.

anw qinyi told me nt to spend anymore money on psp ler.. go buy clothes better. hahaha..but idk siol.. i dunno hw see which 1 suits me or not... thn she ask me to ask the shop person help me choose. they of coz choose nice nice 1 and ex ex 1. hahaha..

very boring going to rot ler >_>

- GeNesis -

4/06/2009 12:06:00 PM


Saturday, April 4, 2009

once there was a fisherman, who believe in god very much.

one day he went fishing on his small wooden boat. suddenly there was a storm the waves hit and destory the fisherman boat.

he manage to grab hold of a wooden plank of his boat. hours ltr... a rescue boat arrive and threw a float at him and ask him to grab hold of it. but the fisherman said: " no no do not rescue me. my god will come and save me. "

ltr a helicopter came and save him.. once again the fisherman said the same thing...

2 days has pass...the fisherman died in the ocean. his soul went to heaven and he saw his god.

he ask his god..

fisherman: why didnt u come and rescue me?!

the god: eh siao eh..i sent 1 rescue boat to save u. u refuse. thn i sent 1 helicopter to rescue u but agn u refuse.! nb thn u die le wad u wan me to do ?! revive u ? siao ar...

the fisherman face went blushing and waited to be recarnite..

- EnD -

sorry for my spelling mistake. hehe.

- GeNesis -

4/04/2009 04:22:00 PM



today..im recovering. i learn to look at life more on the bright side. even though i do not have much frens but i will learn to cherish those arnd me. esp her...

finally after 5 days of fight with the fever... (:

morning went down to clinic to take report...im relieve that it wasnt dengue fever. ^^
ltr i cab down to clementi to collect my psp thn to the nearest atm to transfer money to qinyi..hehe after collecting my psp i went to imm walking walking.. i felt abit much better ler. (:
ltr i went i cab home.. i turn on my psp again..zz omg 1 of the led lights went boomed - - wtf. tml have to go down to clementi again.. siian >_>ll

i want to say...

thank you qinyi (:

- GeNesis -

4/04/2009 04:14:00 PM


Friday, April 3, 2009
im......fainting

today wake up..fever shoot up again.. kns.. 39.3˚C.. mum dun seems to notice it. dad dun nid say.. - -ll

seems like no one care about my existance... i dun bother to go see doc..

im slowly fading away..

i hope i can see tml...

- GeNesis -

4/03/2009 11:16:00 AM


Thursday, April 2, 2009


4/02/2009 09:59:00 AM



today wake up 8.30am..wow that early.. hehe. i guess im feeling abit better le bah. :)

ytd watched Cyborg Girl with qinyi on youtube. funny and very touching sia.. if my gf was like that but nt robot human with robot speed and power. hahahahaha.


haiss...i super dejected sei.. >_>ll

anw heres 1 which i tot of :

L - i am bewitch by your LOOKS.
O - ur the ONLY one that i want in my life.
V - the V.I.P person in my life is you. whatever things happens your always the first.
E - i want to spend EVERY single moment of my life with you. no matter wad..i still think of you.

words could not describe how i feel about u.
1 word - fate / destiny ?

- EnD -

having a conversation with her makes me feel happi..letting it go of my depression and sadness.
(:

no ppl can chg my mind abt wad i think of her.

- GeNesis -

4/02/2009 09:15:00 AM


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

today i quite early wake up sei....muhahahhah....bt wake up so early nth to do - -

B-O-R-I-N-G !!!!!

ytd was sms-ing with qinyi..i talked abt my past to her >_> though i nvr told any of my frens even my bro... well i guess i can entrust it with her...

Here's another poem just for you..

Just once I would like to be loved
And that love is just from you
I want to feel that from you but impossible when your not here
Though we have never meet before
I don't know if we will ever meet
Only you can sweep me off my feet no one else can except you
I want to have that feeling the one that everyone gets when they know it's right and they have no regrets after having that feelings
Will you ever be here with me?
not just caring what other people believe
I hope so and I hope so soon because I'll be waiting....waiting here for you

- EnD -

hmm..this sat i getting my new psp back...hohohoho... and i will be posting 2 new videos abt my psp ^^ cheers


- GeNesis -

4/01/2009 09:31:00 AM