Those Feelings, they are coming back
How Nostalgic, could i ? or can we ?
Friday, June 12, 2009

ytd when going home... wifey de "uncle" send in a love love msg... i ask her why your uncle like that de.. she told me that her uncle is sot sot 1 than he treat her like his gf.. than i said got this type of uncle de ar... i got fed up

than both of us sat in the mrt silent all the way.. until the bus stop there.. baby wifey suddenly cried... i kept asking her why she cry.. although i dunno the reason but i just wanna her to stop crying....

after baby wifey board the bus.. she msg me about her past... and i find it very hard to accept it.. let alone understanding it...

my suspicion arose when last few week i saw 1 of her msg if a guy called zhi qiang.. whom she call him uncle... and she ytd told me about her past..
but when i tried to ask her to move out of that god damn uncle's house she seems abit unhappy....

now whatever she wanna do.. i just let her go. cause i dun give a damn thing about it..

it's not that im angry... yeah i admit im abit dulan and fed up... but i can still try to understand it.... and i suspect alots of things.. after wad i told T.bro last night and i met out with keling and Lloyd..

after their advice... i came to a decision.. i deciced to trust and believe in baby wifey that the zhi qiang guy is her actual uncle..

i chose it that way.. and i put on my guard more.. as daniel once told me do not fall to deeply or the pain will be twice... i finally understand what daniel means ler... and i almost mention break up with her

everyone got a 2nd chance.. i believe i should give baby wifey a 2nd chance to prove me wrong...
i dun wan her to prove me wrong.. cause wad past is past ler..

what i wan her to prove to me that is she either move out of the god damn house and move in to my house or back to yishun de.. i dun care that she and her father cant get along.. i rather she everyday quarrel with her dad than staying with that "uncle".

i dun care and i dun give a damn about the zhi qiang guy or "uncle".. by all means i wan her to move out of that god damn house and not to contact him ever again....

- GeNesis, AhGeN -

[out for cigarettes]

6/12/2009 09:09:00 AM