why cant we be together ?

what have i done to make her dislike me so much ?

why am i crying on the inside ?

how come i cant eat when im hungry ?

can both of us be together again ?

i have no mood to do anything..

i felt my whole world's coming to an end..

this feelings and love have they come back ?

how can i remember things that i have done ?

i wish i could remember them all..

why does my heart felt heavy..

why everytime she reply , i seems to be happy ?

why i kept on thinking of her ?

have i fallen for her ?

what can i do ?

she still like me ?

she hates me ?

is our relationship a happy or sad ?

can she know wad im think about ?

can she feel wad im think about ?

how is she doing now ?

wad is she doing now ?

why am i worried sick for her even though im sick as well ?

do i need a listening ear ?

could i talked to someone whom i can trust ?

does she knows about this ?

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i really hope i could be with her.

but it seems far far away..

i missed her and yet i couldn't tell her,

i still love her and yet i dun have the courage to tell her,

i have feelings for her and yet i cannot bring myself to confess to her...

i wish she read this post...

who will understand me ?

who can listen to wad i have to say ?

who will believe wad i have change ?

who will trust wad i have done ?

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i just

Labels: could it be continue ?

got into a fight today at camp.. sigh awaiting for tomorrow's verdict.

troubled as can be, whom could i talked to.

- Genesis -

Labels: i realise that i have regert that i lose something that i should have tresure it.

it been long since i had that feeling..

wish u were beside me sharing my thoughts and question more about me.

how i wish...

so

so

much.

well . today i msged stacy and asked about her stuffs, least she let me know how come she going missing. lol.

sigh i wish to ask her about wad happen to our relationship. but i nver. i dun wan to rake up the past. so i didnt asked her.

haiis.. when she msg me. those feelings felt nostalgic. it brings me back to the 1st time that i msg with her.....

if i could turn back the clock, i will treasure her more than anything.

but it's all tooo late ler.

perhaps she found a new love ler bah...

- Genesis -

Labels: memories that are forgotten, will come back . and changes for the better.

To joycelyn or Stacy or whoever is the person in this post nicked "baby", is it you ?


"peek-a-booo... im blogging again ^^

haiis me and baby have being quarreling for the past few days...

this morning went i woke up i msg her, she still sounds so sian... i wanted to cheer her up but..... hais nvm..

after that i call bro cause he still haven reach school yet. somemore they now having exam.. haiis.. when i call bro he on the way to school ler.. than me and him talk on the phone til he reach sch... LoL

after that i went to bath and i soak myself in the water... and i was thinking that can i bring happiness to baby anot.. last sat we quarrel again... but ok ok ler... and i kept on saying sorry to her ):

i loved her deeply... for her sake i wanna change..... ytd i read her post and i cried and i kept asking myself can i bring her happiness ? and i blame myself for what i have done....

my blog song is titled : My L.O.V.E
it's dedicated for my baby..

Baby i love you and i always will....."

it had been soo long since i laugh or smile truly..

siian today got posted to other unit. sigh. got a bad feeling about it. D:

- Genesis -

hi all im posting again. xD

hmmmm something is very familiar... last fri or sat there is this girl who added me in facebook. though i may not know her or i dunno how she manage to find my profile . after that i viewed her profile and i found something familiar.. she look almost just like my ex. even though i didnt recall much of my ex. but she is kinda familiar to me...

but the name is diff.. 1 is stacy and she is joycelyn , hmm i tot could they be the same person ? than again i told myself that joycelyn is not her... damn those feelings started flashing back everytime when i try to recall them. and guess wad.. kanna headache !! argh.

could anyone help me D: i tried asked my mum about stacy. she told me that stacy left my side for further studies. now thinking back of waad my mum had said , i got a feeling that my mum is lying.

now is really hope i could know where stacy went to, wad happen to her . i stil got alot question i wan to ask her.. but i had lost her contact.

Stacy wherever u are. i wish that you would find my blog and read this post, least i would know how are u doing le..

sigh.. im getting tried soon . off to bed

- Genesis -

sooooooooooooo fast 1 weekend gone by...

so guys and ladies , hunks and babes today is Mother's day. what u all planning to give your mum on Mother's day ? xD

anyway any ppl wanna catch ironman 2 or ip man 2 with me ? (:

- Genesis -

going to powerhouse in 10 mins time !! wooo hoooo..

Preparing stuffs and i cant find my car keys.... damn it. argh !

Hair = Checked (botak dun need make nice nice)

Shirt = Checked

Pants = Checked

Shoes = Checked

Misc Items = Checked

woot time to Ba Long Long lo !!


- Genesis -

Labels: Boom Boom Shake Shake now DROPPED

DeaD Slient... SomethinG is coming